Your Problem Isn't Actually Motivation

Near the very top of my short list of books that every musician should read is James Clear’s Atomic Habits. I have read it multiple times and each time through it makes me a better performer, teacher, and entrepreneur.

He makes so many great points in that book that I find it hard not to highlight entire pages at a time. But one point in particular has stood out to me each time I’ve read the book.

In the chapter “The Best Way to Start a New Habit”, Clear writes the following about motivation:

“Many people think they lack motivation when what they really lack is clarity.” 

This applies to the practice room as well as to developing the skills needed to further a portfolio career.

If, for example, you have been telling yourself for months that you are going to build a website and haven’t done so yet, you don’t lack motivation. There is a good chance you are quite motivated to have a website. That’s why you wanted one in the first place.

What you lack is the clarity that comes from having a specific plan that includes a clear next step.

For a long time the website for The Entrepreneurial Musician was just a part of my personal site, andrewhitz.com. There are some benefits to setting it up that way, but eventually I came to the conclusion that it would be best to spin it off as its own website. That was when I decided to build tem.fm.

But in spite of being motivated to make it happen and a decision having been made, it took almost two full years until there was actually a website! So where was the lack of clarity?

I decided I wanted to build this website on a platform that was new to me, Wordpress. There were specific advantages to using Wordpress and having familiarity with that platform was a skill that would serve me well moving forward. I was all in.

Then came all the decisions I had to make. Where would I have my site hosted? Which plan would I sign up for? Should I go for a paid Wordpress theme or a free one? Should I survey fellow musicians to find a theme or would it be best to go with a popular one?

The number of decisions I had to make on this very powerful and new to me platform was many times over more than the websites I had built in the past using Squarespace. In fact, there were so many decisions to be made that I never quite figured out which one should be made first so I barely made any of them.

All of this was complicated by the fact that I am fully capable of learning everything there is to learn about the Wordpress platform. With a lot of work, all of it would be well within my technical abilities.

When I combine the belief that I could learn Wordpress with the feeling that I should learn it and with a lack of clarity about what my next move should be I predictably kept myself busy with other things. For like 22 months!

In retrospect, if I had sought a resource that led me through the entire process from the very beginning I would have checked off each box one by one and made it happen. I’m sure there are countless online courses and YouTube channels dedicated to this very thing. That’s where I easily could have gotten clarity about the entire process.

The main takeaway for me is that when trying to learn about myself and why that process was such a failure for so long it would be a mistake to conclude that I only lacked motivation when in fact it was a total lack of clarity that led to my inaction.

So there is a very good chance that your problem is not motivation, but clarity.

A 15-Minute Exercise to Expose Where You Are 'Playing Small'

I stumbled onto this idea via Sahil Bloom’s newsletter (which often covers not exactly what I need to move my portfolio career forward but then every once in a while it’s a home run.) This is a really, really good idea to get some clarity about where you might be “playing small.”

Sit down with a small group of friends or trusted intellectual sparring partners. Speak for 10-15 minutes on your business and focus areas.

Then work to ask and answer a few key questions:

  • Where are you playing small that you could be playing much, much bigger?

  • What is holding you back from playing that bigger game?

  • Is it real or imagined?

If you go through this exercise, I guarantee you'll uncover a few areas where you could be thinking bigger. Try it and let me know what you learn.

I am setting this up for myself next week and will circle back if it is as useful as I think it is going to be!